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fuck.

i need a nap

intense since thursday. worked all day then i went to kristina's. 40's and music and dancing and laughing. the spa called me the next morning at 915 and gave me the day off so kristina and i did the usual morning after drinking breakfast. then i drove to pick up jonny and then got more of my sleeve worked on. i'm not that tough. it hurt this time.
last night laura and i went out with adam and tim but shit went down or whatever and we danced at on the rocks with some boys and sat in the booth and i managed to spill my vodka all over me. eventually i passed out at laura's and now it's time for movie dayyyyy. in my pjs. and i don't plan on leaving the house [if at all] until tonight after i've had a chance to let my liver breathe. ha.

ow. my arm hurts.

i make little kids cry

my birthday is soon. that means send me presents. hah.
1. a new ipod.
2. a spynx kitten, or any other cute kitten. but a spinx won't make my eyes itch all the time.
3. a puppy. something adorable and cuddly. which in my mind is something like an english or french mastiff. or a pitbull. or something equally as huge and lovey.
4. gift cards to all the good places.
5. ray ban wayfarers. black.
6. tattoo money.
7. macbook.
8. new camera lenses.
9. couple cartons of camel filters or camel lights.
10. case of 40s.
11. stoli vodka.
12. pbr.
13. good books.
14. good dvds.
15. good music.
16. a decent boy. hah.
17. shoes shoes shoes shoe shoeeeeeesssssssss.

adventurous.

to do:
get my god damn arm worked on. i've been lazy about it.
buckle down and save money to move.
get out of my homebody/island phase and just get out more.
go buy some fruit and stop eating shit food all the time.
get some vodka.
drink it.

fall is almost here. it makes me really happy, and makes me want to go places and be outside all the time. everything about fall is good. the other day i was feeling like i couldn't breathe in my own house so tim and i went for a drive. we ended up in new haven, connecticut. and ended up having the best time. we parked and walked around downtown and around yale. walked through the park a couple of times, smoked way too many cigarettes and explored for a couple hours before we found a decent place to eat. we ate on the roof terrace of some place with rediculously priced food but it was perfect for the day. we felt fancy.
i've decided that i just need to get out more. every once in a while just get in my car and go somewhere new. there are too many great places to see around here. i don't want rhode island to suck me in and never let me leave. i'm gonna be more adventerous. i like that word a lot lately.
my birthday is coming up. keep your weekend free (of october 11th) and get yourself some beer. details soon.