Tuesday, December 16, 2008

piss off

right now i love
bloc party "signs" at least 53 times a day
mangos mangos mangos
wine drunk
listening to christmas music when it's snowing out
best friends and friends that don't judge

i hate cold hands and i still hate jon and kate plus 8

i'm in need of a vacation. home, preferably. i need to be completely away from all the pointless bullshit that's going on here. even when i'm around the people who aren't making me feel like a shit human being and who love me dearly and vice versa, i'm still reminded of things. i need to be GONE. where i'm surrounded by completly different people who aren't a part of it. and who know nothing. and then come back here to the people i love, but i'll feel better. the things that are going on now, i haven't had to deal with since middle school. not high school.. but middle. it's completely insane and ridiculous. and i just want to get past it. i shouldn't even have to be writing this stuff in my blog for christ's sake. okay i'm done.

i'm on this diet thing i started and i'm starving. this is not fun. but i lost four pounds so far...

4 comments:

Lacey Panties said...

a)come home. here.
b)what is the diet you're on?
c)come home.

Danielle said...

just eating healthier, and running again. i would love to come there. love to love to love to.

Kate Hutson said...

we are the only two people on this planet that hate jon & kate plus 8. i CANNOT stand it. and people get really mad at me when i admit it.. like it's a flaw?!

Cubby said...

I know I shouldn't be leaving diet advice...but if you're hungry then you should adjust your diet. Keep eating healthy things but eat more often during the day.

5 smaller meals will keep you less hungry than 3 big ones.