today is not a good day

1. i was up at 4am. wiiiide fucking awake. i don't know why. i tried to fall back asleep until 6:30. i didn't even come CLOSE. i gave up. so i got up and my mom made me breakfast and massive amounts of coffee. and then gave me a list of things to do which i actually asked for because what the fuck else am i going to do at 6:30am until a NORMAL time of day all jacked up on caffiene.

2. i kind of feel like shit.

3. NO store on this god damn island has the movie i'm looking for. none. i went to and/or called every one. so if anyone has the movie "eulogy" send it my way.

4. my fucking bank. same thing happened last week. ALL my money goes missing and then i only end up with something retarded like 2 bucks on my card and i get declined at someplace like fucking burger king. first of all it's embarassing, and second, everyone uses the line, "oh there should be money on there!" when i ACTUALLY should have close to 100 bucks on there! so i gave the food back.

5. i call the bank. hang up on the first person because she kept repeating herself and wouldn't answer my fucking question. and i couldn't understand her either because customer service people apparently have a problem hiring people who speak english. what a stupid thing to do. "HEY LET'S HIRE SOMEONE, TO SPEAK ON THE PHONE WITH PEOPLE, WHO CAN'T SPEAK FUCKING ENGLISH!!!" i'd like to curb stomp that brilliant mother fucker who decided that would be a good idea. i call again, this person sounded a bit better in the english department. but after i got into it, i was wrong. just as bad. and even more annoying. he only repeated himself. until i started screaming into the phone, told him fuck you and hung up. THIRD person, this one was british. i thought he would be helpful because i could understand him better. and while he could speak very proper english actually, he was just as much of a moron. and i hung up on him too. so, i'm stuck with no money, and plans tongiht.

6. so in the end, i have to cancel my plans tonight. nice. i'm so excited to stay in. when i've been in the past 3 days. hfkjdnvchgkbfhgbv uhrebvjhbvjbjdf

7. now it's only 2 something and i feel like i've been awake an entire day. and i'm painfully bored.

i'm going to go make some more coffee and watch home alone and feel sorry for myself.