danielle

I moved. It was completely unplanned but I feel good about it. I'm in a place where i feel at home and i havent had that in a couple years since i moved to Rhode Island. If I'm not drunk or with my friend I hate it there and have been miserable with he fact that I lived there from day one. Since being in Maryland I have felt better than I have felt in a long time. What I don't feel good about is the fact that people are upset with me over it. One person I can understand why they feel the way they do. Completely. But everyone else I just wish they would be happy for me because I'm happy. I'm a happier person here and feel like I made the right choice. I have only one friend so far who has stood by my decision onehundred percent so that cheers me up. I need to worry about myself. An opportunity came up and I'm not at a place in my life where I can pass one up. I understand I made commitments to people and I feel terrible that I ruined that and i am sorry for it. I don't really know anymore. As in what to say. My mom told me to live my life and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna listen to her for once.