danielle

round 2

2010-05-17T23:12:00.000-04:00

after a year of neglect i think i might start using this again.

don't stop

2009-05-12T13:27:00.004-04:00

Too much goes on to update in full sentences. Paintball wars off the roof and all over N. Paca and Franklin and in the house/paintball face painting, Monday-Wednesday in DC every week, drunk Twitter is the new drunk dial, pow wows in my room with Jenna, wondering where the hell I am when I wake up, Guns N Roses sing alongs at 7am, world's bigest mimosas behind Ottobar, late night/early morning purchaces made my Kaitlin...

i've been busy

2009-04-24T12:02:00.002-04:00

I've been ignoring my blog, sorry.
Everything is good.
Drunken millionaires, My attempting to DJ (and failing) but it was fun, dancing til the sun comes up, riding bears, getting stuck in thorn bushes getting pulled out and cut up all over, new friends, old friends, safaris and antelopes, being in actual bad physical pain from laughing so hard, having your face and abs hurt the next day from laughing so hard, dvd players?, bbqs at james', seeing my mom and dad for a hot second, bonfires!, "why are we at the copy cat?" being the ONLY two chicks at a party, air mattress and curtains, chikfila.

I really don't have any real complaints at the moment. Things haven't been THIS good in a really long time. Back to life, bye.

bulletproof tacos

2009-03-23T18:54:00.003-04:00

I wish I had my camera cord so I could upload the hundreds of pictures I've taken recently. So good, so good. Yesterday Kaitlin, James, and I had a bbq. The whole thing ended up being a conversation about balls brought on by Kaitlin and all of us not being able to eat our hot dogs and kilbasa without cracking up. Apparently we're starting a band (Bulletproof Tacos) so I made us a band shirt. Kaitlin modeled it. The back can't be seen in the picture, but "Takin' it to Browntown since March 22, 2009" is written across the back. The rest of the bbq consisted of playing bongos singing about things of a sexual nature. Fun shit.

no complaints

2009-03-18T21:49:00.003-04:00

cooking good dinners
running into doors
"shables"
sign singing
pizza bagels on st. paul
"welcome back"
where's my tango face
drake and josh go to hollywood
crustsalico
"i wanna pee on cirque du soleil!"
2 dollar breakfast at lexington market
FUCK NORTH CAROLINA
sidewalks are pretty cozy
danielle john clark chicken stuff
fire escape days
mstrfrkt?! ya like mstrkrft?!?!?!?
french cigarettes

shit's good.

I had an interview yesterday. I'm 99% sure it went well enough to get hired. I applied somewhere else too today which also looks like it has good possibility. I need more of my things. I have been here over a month now and am still living off of a bag that was packed for only a week long visit. I'm craving beer. Or vodka. Both would be better.

Apparently Kaitlin and I got our picture taken at the Death Set show on Friday. She put it best... "oh jeeze. that second bottle of vodka wasn't a good look."

nbvhrg

2009-03-16T03:59:00.003-04:00

I have never been in so much physical pain after a night of drinking. I also haven't blacked out for more than five minutes in a few years. Last night I lost a solid hour... at least. After Friday night Kaitlin and I decided we should stay in and recover.... until about 9 last night we got bored and decided to go out. Got to Shorty's in Bmore and ended up at Paradox with James and Kaitlin. I ran into a door and fell which I'm sure is why I can't move my leg without being in pain. Danced til 6am. Threw up in the Royal Farms parking lot, and the last thing I remember is laying down on the sidewalk outside James' place and insisting I sleep there. Today we actually stayed in.

Job interview Tuesday. If I get it it's celebration time with vodka who's in.

insanity.

2009-03-11T18:31:00.003-04:00

So much shit last weekend. Started the night at Shorty's with Kaitlin and an irish car bomb, 3 shots, and 2-3 beers. Welcome Back was played for me and we danced our faces off. Apparently I wasn't drunk enough for being back home so shots were poured. Went to Windup Space with Kaitlin and James. More shots were poured along with Stoli drinks, and for some reason the last hour i was dancing with random bohs in my hand and don't know where they came from. Ended up at some party with Johnny and Mark and Kaitlin doesn't remember the cab ride. Which is why I love her. Ended up at Marks place with the community beer pile and a disposable camera photoshoot took place. Woke up drunk. Two dollar breakfasts at Lexington Market. Spent a good chunk of the day smoking cigs on a fire escape watching the crazy wheelchair people fly through the alleyway. Taxlo, met up with Johnny, danced and danced. Found our way to Marks. Don't know how. Found Kaitlin the next day still drinking because she's a beast and sat outside smoking cigs all day again. Talking about popcorn adler and laughing our faces off. I love my best friend.

More to come.

New life.

2009-02-26T15:33:00.003-05:00

Thank God for the friends who don't hate me right now. I don't understand how someone moving warrants anger towards that person. People move it's a fact of life. Sometimes they move without notice. It doesn't mean I'm abandoning friendships or don't care. I do care. My friends were the ONLY thing that I was thinking about when it came down to the final deciding moments. I thought maybe as long as I have my friends I could stand to live in Rhode Island. But happiness is more than just friends. I got off that island I never really wanted to be on in the first place. So what. I did something good for myself. I have more job opportunities and can afford rent. I'm supporting myself 100% for the first time in my life and it feels good. I'm drinking wayyyyyyy less and doing things with my days besides waiting around the house for a friend to get off work so we can get fucked up. Apparently word out on the street is that I'm not gonna make it out here. I'm going to prove everyone wrong, and in some ways I already have.

Anyways. This past weekend Kaitlin, Zach, Marcus and I went to Columbus. I was going to suprise Tom because he got home from Iraq but instead woke up to Tom jumping on me. We almost died on the way there in a snowstorm, got there at 3am, went to Hounddogs at 5am. Whiskey shots at 6am. Tom woke us up at 12. Then made quick visits, then party that night that made me never want to look at a bottle of Tanqueray ever again. Lunch with Suzy at the Dube the next day and then drive home. Most packed and insane 36 hours of my life.

2009-02-18T13:58:00.002-05:00

I moved. It was completely unplanned but I feel good about it. I'm in a place where i feel at home and i havent had that in a couple years since i moved to Rhode Island. If I'm not drunk or with my friend I hate it there and have been miserable with he fact that I lived there from day one. Since being in Maryland I have felt better than I have felt in a long time. What I don't feel good about is the fact that people are upset with me over it. One person I can understand why they feel the way they do. Completely. But everyone else I just wish they would be happy for me because I'm happy. I'm a happier person here and feel like I made the right choice. I have only one friend so far who has stood by my decision onehundred percent so that cheers me up. I need to worry about myself. An opportunity came up and I'm not at a place in my life where I can pass one up. I understand I made commitments to people and I feel terrible that I ruined that and i am sorry for it. I don't really know anymore. As in what to say. My mom told me to live my life and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna listen to her for once.

Roadtripping.

2009-01-31T16:11:00.005-05:00

I'm so fucking sick of people who live their life through lies. What happened to all the honest, true, and not-full-of-shit people out there who are just themselves without having to make things up to gain approval. I truly feel bad for those people and hope they get a god damn clue.

GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS I'm most likely going to Baltimore on Feb. 10th. Longest ten days of my life I can't wait. I need this so bad I feel like I'm going to explode in this state. This is the longest I've been away from home since 2000 and I can't stand it. I want to run around Maryland like a fucking idiot and not give a shit about anything and see my friends who I love and miss more than I could ever explain. February 10th please come soon. My sanity depends on it.

martians and robots

2009-01-25T16:14:00.004-05:00

I wish I had the money to just take off for a week or weekend without notice and go to NYC or home to Baltimore like I used to do. I'm in deperate need of that life again. I'm feeling clostrophobic in this state, I need to get away. I'm getting antsy.

Last night there was a Martian and Robot party at Nico's. I don't think I'll be wearing tin foil for a whole night ever again, I'm still itchy. I don't know how people wear corsets. I plan on being completely lazy and unproductive the next two days. I'm pretty siked. Gossip Girl marathon.

Dear Tim, I'm updating my blog.

2009-01-12T00:23:00.004-05:00

I took a nap today/this evening so I can't sleep. It's not like I have anything terribly exciting to write on here but it kills some time. I'm sure I already wrote about how I truly think 2009 will be great but it's actually proving itself to be just as great as my expectations. I feel like it's a fresh start on everything. I've worked things out with friends who I think deserve the chance and left the one's who don't in the past. I really hope they stay there, I'm done being dragged down.

The other night Kristina and I met up with Mike and Kiel and went to a black light party (?). It ended up being pretty epic and we didn't want to leave. Putting highlighter on your tongue actually doesn't taste bad and looks pretty dope.

Last night Kristina and I went to Pour Judgement with Adam and our friend Steve came out too. It was the usual drunk stuff. We had a snowbal fight with door man Tom out front on cigarette breaks and two snowballs made it into the bar/my face. I made a snow angel on the sidewalk and my butt froze, and Tom made a mini snowman named Gordon and put him on the bar.

I want to go back to school.
Preferably in NYC.
(New Years resolution.)

2009

2009-01-02T16:14:00.002-05:00

I'm terribly addicted to poladroid. Viva la polaroid. I've been turning nearly every picture I have into polaroids and I can't stop. I'm too easliy amused, I sit there and watch them develop and shake them to make them go faster. New Years resolution: get a life.

Seriously, though. It's only day two of '09 and I love it. It started off strong and is staying strong. I couldn't have asked for a better way to have midnight go. Kristina and I gave each other a best friend smooch, and did some shots some old dude bought us. Then Kristina played wingman and devised a plan and out of nowhere I was getting another New Years kiss. Ahh love her.

We reunited in the morning and both agreed that 2009 will be epic. Get excited. This year is can't stop won't stop, and it's gonna be good.

Poladroid! Poladroid! Poladroid!

Get one. I promise you'll be amused.

nbvcdgf

2008-12-29T20:26:00.007-05:00

I'm not in a writing mood so I'll leave you with pictures...

xxxxxxxxxmasssssss

2008-12-25T20:03:00.005-05:00

Christmas seemed different this year. It was good, it just didn't feel like Christmas. Usually my first thought when i wake up Christmas morning is to run out into the living room and open presents, and I get this five year old mentality. I really just wanted to stay in bed this morning and sleep all day. Maybe it's the overall shittyness that's been going on lately, or the sudden drop in the number of friends to wish Merry Christmas to. Shit goes on......

I got the camera I wanted, I just wish my mom got me the right film so I could have something to do the rest of the time I'm in Connecticut. I'm pretty siked to start using it. The first place I'm going with it is Ocean Drive/Brenton Point and into the stables... Or just someplace completly new. I could use an escape for a day. Kristina if you read my blog, this means you.

Completly unrelated to Christmas, I've done a lot of thinking lately; and things are the way they are. I am the way I have always been, and I'm not changing. Whoever can't deal with that, plain and simple, should just choose not to. It's harsh, but I'm not a teenager anymore, who has to validate themselves with the number of people in their life. I'm 23 years old and I'm finally figuring out what it means when people say quality vs. quantity when it comes to friendships.

I see signs now all the time

2008-12-22T00:35:00.007-05:00

I expect the impossible, and only get disappointed in the end. All the time. Everything is so bittersweet. Fuck, I can't put anything into words, it's too hard.

This weekend was pretty decent. Thursday night Kristina and I slept over Adam and Tim's house for a Christmas sleepover. We watched Christmas movies and made Christmas cookies, drank, and went to the Vanderbuilt in the middle of the night and hung out there with Mark.

Friday the snowstorm came and that night was my dad's work Christmas party, Adam and Tim came to that and we were siked on the open bar. Afterwards, Adam and I were going to make a giant snowman but we decided on going to Pour Judgement instead, so we did, Hunter came out and we all drank beers and had a pretty good time. I dropped Adam off and hung out with Hunter for the rest of the night. Saturday night was the Festivus party, and we were told to dress tacky so Kristina and I found the tackiest things we could find at Saver's.

I'm still insanely obsessed with the new Bloc Party album. I'm realizing that it gets better and better and better every time I listen to it.

I wish this mood would go away. I'm not angry, it's more of a bummed out, sad, blah, icky, can't-really-find-the-words-to-describe-it, kind of mood. I know where it's coming from, but I can't find a way to make it stop.

Look how cute Zeus is when he climbs the Christmas tree.

blew through me like bullet holes

2008-12-18T12:46:00.002-05:00

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
what the fuck
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GBHgbfsdyfvigvbuyveprg

that is all.

ugh...

piss off

2008-12-16T23:43:00.003-05:00

right now i love
bloc party "signs" at least 53 times a day
mangos mangos mangos
wine drunk
listening to christmas music when it's snowing out
best friends and friends that don't judge

i hate cold hands and i still hate jon and kate plus 8

i'm in need of a vacation. home, preferably. i need to be completely away from all the pointless bullshit that's going on here. even when i'm around the people who aren't making me feel like a shit human being and who love me dearly and vice versa, i'm still reminded of things. i need to be GONE. where i'm surrounded by completly different people who aren't a part of it. and who know nothing. and then come back here to the people i love, but i'll feel better. the things that are going on now, i haven't had to deal with since middle school. not high school.. but middle. it's completely insane and ridiculous. and i just want to get past it. i shouldn't even have to be writing this stuff in my blog for christ's sake. okay i'm done.

i'm on this diet thing i started and i'm starving. this is not fun. but i lost four pounds so far...

don't bother reading i'm rambling.

2008-12-13T18:18:00.001-05:00

i've been antisocial for a week and didn't feel like doing anything or even talking to people a whole lot, but last night i gave in and went to providence and hung out with kristina and adam, adam's friend mike, and later on in the night lisa and jamie came out. i managed to steal a baby christmas tree off the table at the bar and kristina and i named him "toast" and laughed about chesse and celophane.

i put my christmas tree up today which i love and makes it feel more like christmas. and after providence place mall today i needed some nice christmas stuff. that place takes chrsitmas.. and throws it down on the ground in front of me and stomps on it and kills it. every time i'm there nov. 1-dec. 31. aside from that, i bought some good shit.

i can't stand accusations. being a friend is about trust. and i don't understand friends who tell me i'm lying, and accuse me of countless other things when they haven't even been around to see for themselves what is really going on. i'm not getting really into it on here because it's not something to be posted on the internet, but i will get into how unbelievably pissed and infuriated i am right now at the whole situation. my whole good mood that i gained back last night is 99% gone now. i'm so lost for words on the whole thing.

this post was lame. i guess i was just bored.

today is not a good day

2008-12-11T14:37:00.001-05:00

1. i was up at 4am. wiiiide fucking awake. i don't know why. i tried to fall back asleep until 6:30. i didn't even come CLOSE. i gave up. so i got up and my mom made me breakfast and massive amounts of coffee. and then gave me a list of things to do which i actually asked for because what the fuck else am i going to do at 6:30am until a NORMAL time of day all jacked up on caffiene.

2. i kind of feel like shit.

3. NO store on this god damn island has the movie i'm looking for. none. i went to and/or called every one. so if anyone has the movie "eulogy" send it my way.

4. my fucking bank. same thing happened last week. ALL my money goes missing and then i only end up with something retarded like 2 bucks on my card and i get declined at someplace like fucking burger king. first of all it's embarassing, and second, everyone uses the line, "oh there should be money on there!" when i ACTUALLY should have close to 100 bucks on there! so i gave the food back.

5. i call the bank. hang up on the first person because she kept repeating herself and wouldn't answer my fucking question. and i couldn't understand her either because customer service people apparently have a problem hiring people who speak english. what a stupid thing to do. "HEY LET'S HIRE SOMEONE, TO SPEAK ON THE PHONE WITH PEOPLE, WHO CAN'T SPEAK FUCKING ENGLISH!!!" i'd like to curb stomp that brilliant mother fucker who decided that would be a good idea. i call again, this person sounded a bit better in the english department. but after i got into it, i was wrong. just as bad. and even more annoying. he only repeated himself. until i started screaming into the phone, told him fuck you and hung up. THIRD person, this one was british. i thought he would be helpful because i could understand him better. and while he could speak very proper english actually, he was just as much of a moron. and i hung up on him too. so, i'm stuck with no money, and plans tongiht.

6. so in the end, i have to cancel my plans tonight. nice. i'm so excited to stay in. when i've been in the past 3 days. hfkjdnvchgkbfhgbv uhrebvjhbvjbjdf

7. now it's only 2 something and i feel like i've been awake an entire day. and i'm painfully bored.

i'm going to go make some more coffee and watch home alone and feel sorry for myself.

ick

2008-12-10T19:05:00.001-05:00

god i'm gross lately. i was looking at old pictures of me and i realized how much i let myself go to shit. fuck being off drugs this is lame. ha. kidding. but i weighed myself yesterday and almost screamed because since i'd say mid summer i've gained almost fifteen pounds.
i want to look how i used to:

or like this:

or anything that i'm not right now.
i feel disgusting.

christmas cookies

2008-12-08T17:20:00.001-05:00

i just danced around my kitchen to christmas music making christmas cookies and guzzling gingerbread tea, i love christmas. i didn't burn the house down which is a good sign. maybe i'll make more soon.

my house if freezing. my fingers are so cold, it gets hard to do things with them like type, and my nose is freezing, it's constantly running. i hate this. i have like three layers on and nothing is helping. ughhh.

i want to get out of my shit mood. i turned my phone off today just because i don't feel like dealing with people. i'm doing the "ignore it and it will go away" approach. even though i know it's not going to help. i'll feel better for a little while and then it will all blow up in my face again.

we party

2008-12-07T15:32:00.000-05:00

last night lisa had a birthday party. i don't really know what to say about it other than it was a party and we got drunk. so here are some pictures.

god i look/feel like a fucking trainwreck lately. i need to start running again and not eating shit. gross.

hbvckhgdretugl

2008-12-04T15:57:00.000-05:00

i forgot to write in my last post that i was in connecticut for thanksgiving and jackie and i got bored and cut the shit out of my hair. it was getting long again and was annoying me. this is the picture i used/what it looks like. lily allen is the cutest thing ever.

i really really really can't stand jon and kate plus 8. all my sister does is watch that stupid show all day and i have to hear it. what the hell is the point. for a half hour who would actually want to sit there and watch kate be a bitch to everyone mainly jon, and complain, and 8 screaming kids who do nothing but that. scream. and cry. and whine. and make terribly annoying baby noises. and jon does nothing but sit there and take kate's bitchiness. also, the woman has NO personality. who decided to give these people a show? so what, they have 8 kids. WOOOOOOOO! lots of people have more. there really is nothing that i find extraordinary enough about them that they deserve to be on tv. i find it just as boring and lame as if they chose some other random completly average boring family to follow. OH and little people big world. same thing. just instead of babies it's little people. same bitchy mom. same dad who gets pushed around. god tv sucks.

english muffin pizzas

2008-12-03T17:18:00.000-05:00

i'm going through a food phase and all i want to eat is english muffin pizzas. i've had two today. i'll probably get fat. also, go to iamneutotic.com i promise you'll probably get as addicted as i am. reading other people's shit makes me feel a little less weird about the things i do. and it's just fun/funny to read some of this shit. like this one especially. and i just spent like an hour on topshop drooling and making a christmas list.

fkhgrkhgj

2008-12-01T16:42:00.001-05:00

today i bought grey thigh high cable knit socks and i'm really excited about them. and my mom bought me a knee length military style coat which i've been wanting for a while. i'm excited abuot that too. i'm going back tomorrow after my money gets in my account and i'm REALLY excited for that.

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2008-11-30T17:45:00.000-05:00

things i hate:
pumpkin latte spilling all over my car that i just cleaned. and my bags. the clean clothes in my bags. dvds. purse. flat iron. pillow.

stressed out family events
being a dumb drunk
$10.50 bud light pitchers
sucking at pool
mystery bruises

things i like:
zeus and wall-e

staying in pjs all day when it's rainy and i'm hungover
last night
david the gnome
kristina for every reason but last night for a very specific reason
drunk dials from jen
one more but it's a secret

ramble

2008-11-25T01:44:00.000-05:00

i'm a red head now and adam and i got silly drunk last week and ate some pizza that was wayyy too hot to pick up. so we got creative.

saturday was the broadway thanksgiving. jamie and i did all the shopping and cooking (her doing the bulk of it and me helping, 1 because it was her dinner and 2 because i'm not the best cook outside of grilled cheeses and things with directions on the box). i did however successfully make a cheesecake, a banana cream pie and a chocolate cream pie and got no complaints. ha. it really was a great night though. and after wards we all went to the bar where mike and i insisted on getting trashed, and i got a huge hole in my favorite hat.

jocelyn came over today and we made those slice and bake cookies, which are pretty fool proof... except i fucked them up. so now i have something that probably equals the hard tack they ate on ships back in the day.

zeus has to be the cutest cat in the whole world no lie.
i took that picture a little while ago just to prove how adorable he is. he is sleeping on my lap with his arms wrapped so tightly around my arm i can feel his grip in his paws. my feet are asleep but he's too cute to move.

listen to "sleepyhead" by passion pit i promise it's good and you'll listen again.

change

2008-11-05T20:40:00.000-05:00

i'm getting back on track. i woke up today feeling like i needed to clean out my life. i feel good about it. i'm cleaning out things i own, people i have called "friends", and as much of the negative in my life as i can. my biggest fear was getting comfortable in my situation. having no job. and it happened for a quick minute. but i have an interview tomorrow. i'm excited to wake up for something tomorrow. i don't know what brought on the sudden change. but i can't wait for it. whatever is motivating me, i hope it sticks around for a while.

while i'm talking about change, i have never been so thrilled that america exists as i was last night the second they announced obama had won. i gave up on this country a while ago. and while i am insanely happy he won, i am shocked. it made me happy that the country isn't as close minded as i had thought. i have never wanted to sit and listen to what a leader has had to say as much as i do him. he's going to do great things. and i can't wait for the next four years to see what happens.

everything is changing. i'm siked.

halloweeney

2008-11-03T15:23:00.001-05:00

halloween has always been my favorite holiday and this year did not let me down.
we started last week at jerky's for adadm's show. entered the costume contest and had a plan to win and share the prize but unfortunately none of us did.

the next night we went on the newport storm pub crawl in newport. jamie sent a guy dressed as mustard after me which scared me half to death.

this past weekend me, kristina, adam, laura, and tim went up to a party in warwick and adam played a show.

and then on saturday jamie had a party.

and now i'm really tired and want to sleep for days goodnight

lame

2008-10-27T12:01:00.000-04:00

i'm fucking frustrated. my unemployment money started but they haven't sent me my card to get access to it. it's a fucking tease. i've been in a shitty mood most of the time for a while now. and one of my best friends won't talk to me for a reason i'm not fucking aware of. i'm trying to get an explaination but nothing. but.. halloween week has started and that cheers me up.

ughhhgfjhdgjhfbv jbejhnv re

2008-10-21T15:48:00.001-04:00

i hate to complain so much but i really have had better months, minus the epic birthday week that was the only time i laughed so hard and smiled so hard since things went to shit. i still don't have a job and my unemployment checks are only about a third of what i thought i'd make, hardly enough to live on. the kicker is i haven't even recieved one yet, i've only been approved. i'm trapped in my house because my last two paychecks from the spa have finally fun out so i have no gas in my car and i currently only have two cigarettes and am going on day three of not smoking. i'm on the edge of freaking the fuck out twenty four hours a day and had a mini freakout around five this morning when there was a mouse crawling around in my bed. i snapped. cried. threw my blankets across the room and also my cat, onto my bed to try and catch the little fuck. i ended up crawling into my mom's bed like i was five because i refused and still refuse to sleep in my bed now.

i need something to make me smile. like i mean it. i want to laugh til i'm crying because my face hurts. i need a change and for something good to happen. i want to stop being miserable and fighting off crying all day.

i should really stop complaining. i'm starting to feel like a pain in the ass.

nothing

2008-10-19T22:13:00.001-04:00

i wish i knew how to write out how i'm feeling right now.

it keeps getting better

2008-10-15T12:57:00.000-04:00

re: Birthday girl on broadway/ (providence)

Reply to: pers-879586346@craigslist.org ^[?]
Date: 2008-10-14, 9:14PM EDT

so, a girl covered in cake invites you upstairs to celebrate with her, and you find her attractive enough that you're posting online looking for her. and you had to go home to play video games? are you fucking kidding me? this is why women date either little emo boys who spend more time on their appearance than they do, or tribal tatted douchebags with spiked hair and orange tans, who spend more time on their appearance than they do. it's because they feel they have no other choice in this town. you're not helping. grow up, you choad. turn off your playstation (and here's where i probably REALLY hit a nerve, calling your x-box or whatever the fuck it is a playstation ), and grow the fuck up.

YESSS

2008-10-13T23:25:00.000-04:00

Birthday girl on broadway - m4w (Providence)

Reply to: pers-876812487@craigslist.org ^[?]
Date: 2008-10-12, 9:49PM EDT

You were drunk and covered in cake. You told me it was your birthday and asked me to come up to your party. I had to raid Kara with my World of Warcraft guild that night, but I thought you were really pretty, and I would have loved to come to your party. Who knows that could have happened. I hope you read this.

the birthday girl this person is refering to is me. and i think the funniest part about this is that he chose playing world of warcraft over up coming to a party where there were 5 girls dancing in their underwear on a table pouring booze all over eachother for at least 2 hours. bringing guys up too and dancing all over them. HA. i always said i wanted a missed connection.

liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiife

2008-10-04T16:15:00.000-04:00

unemployment causes drinking and tattoos. it's a good way to kill some time.

panda

2008-10-02T20:26:00.000-04:00

i want her for my birthday more than anything.

she's just a little baby. and we're two peas in a pod. she's perfect.

look up

2008-10-01T11:46:00.001-04:00

i'm sorry.

on a better note.. i have never been so thankful for my friends.

fuck

2008-10-01T02:16:00.000-04:00

it's 2:15am. on a normal night i'd be in bed because i'd have to work in6 hours. i would have elaborated on the last post and said that i got laid off and i'm completly fucked but only the word "fuck" came to mind when i started to write about how i feel.
the obvious solution is unemployment. but that's the last thing i wanted to resort to at 22, almost 23. i don't want to be someone struggling and living off of unemployment checks. i want to be happy to go to work everyday doing something that makes it worth going to work.
i guess i'm just pissed that i've been through this before, same time last year and it ended up being by far, the worst two months of my life. i'd rather be cracked out and alone in the corner of my apartment on drugs having panic attacks again then go through what i went through last year.
i would feel a little better and would be a little less dramatic if the whole country wasn't so fucked right now and if it were easy to get a job right now. but that's not the case. i don't know what i'm going to do. i have too much to save for for this to be happening.
i got drunk enough last night that i didn't give a shit. i liked it better that way.

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2008-09-29T18:52:00.000-04:00

fuck.

i need a nap

2008-09-28T11:40:00.000-04:00

intense since thursday. worked all day then i went to kristina's. 40's and music and dancing and laughing. the spa called me the next morning at 915 and gave me the day off so kristina and i did the usual morning after drinking breakfast. then i drove to pick up jonny and then got more of my sleeve worked on. i'm not that tough. it hurt this time.
last night laura and i went out with adam and tim but shit went down or whatever and we danced at on the rocks with some boys and sat in the booth and i managed to spill my vodka all over me. eventually i passed out at laura's and now it's time for movie dayyyyy. in my pjs. and i don't plan on leaving the house [if at all] until tonight after i've had a chance to let my liver breathe. ha.

ow. my arm hurts.

i make little kids cry

2008-09-24T16:10:00.000-04:00

my birthday is soon. that means send me presents. hah.
1. a new ipod.
2. a spynx kitten, or any other cute kitten. but a spinx won't make my eyes itch all the time.
3. a puppy. something adorable and cuddly. which in my mind is something like an english or french mastiff. or a pitbull. or something equally as huge and lovey.
4. gift cards to all the good places.
5. ray ban wayfarers. black.
6. tattoo money.
7. macbook.
8. new camera lenses.
9. couple cartons of camel filters or camel lights.
10. case of 40s.
11. stoli vodka.
12. pbr.
13. good books.
14. good dvds.
15. good music.
16. a decent boy. hah.
17. shoes shoes shoes shoe shoeeeeeesssssssss.

adventurous.

2008-09-23T20:39:00.000-04:00

to do:
get my god damn arm worked on. i've been lazy about it.
buckle down and save money to move.
get out of my homebody/island phase and just get out more.
go buy some fruit and stop eating shit food all the time.
get some vodka.
drink it.

fall is almost here. it makes me really happy, and makes me want to go places and be outside all the time. everything about fall is good. the other day i was feeling like i couldn't breathe in my own house so tim and i went for a drive. we ended up in new haven, connecticut. and ended up having the best time. we parked and walked around downtown and around yale. walked through the park a couple of times, smoked way too many cigarettes and explored for a couple hours before we found a decent place to eat. we ate on the roof terrace of some place with rediculously priced food but it was perfect for the day. we felt fancy.
i've decided that i just need to get out more. every once in a while just get in my car and go somewhere new. there are too many great places to see around here. i don't want rhode island to suck me in and never let me leave. i'm gonna be more adventerous. i like that word a lot lately.
my birthday is coming up. keep your weekend free (of october 11th) and get yourself some beer. details soon.